Hey. It's a free country,
Bring it back yourself bro!
So, uhhh, d'yer mak'er, mate? Connie?
Yeah, I'm adopted too and had the hots for a "cousin". But being from Kentucky, wasn't going to go there. We catch enough hell for bein' hillbillies! Look at the f*ckin' Elvis post!HH, unfortunately no. One DEEP kiss at a relative's funeral was all. SEX+DEATH! It would have been fun in an 80's kinda way.
Yeah, I'm adopted too and had the hots for a "cousin". But being from Kentucky, wasn't going to go there. We catch enough hell for bein' hillbillies! Look at the f*ckin' Elvis post!
Mind ,I love being adopted. It adds mystery. I NEVER want to find my parents. I want to be a child of the cosmos. It is FUN lusting for a cousin. REAL FUN!
Forbidden fruit!! Yummy!
Mind ,when I was young and TOTALLY crazy,I wanted to hunt down my mother and seduce her. So,you wanted to abandon me? HI MOMMY! I was a CRAZY+ANGRY Boy
So you ASPIRED to be a mo'fo!!
Yeah I was crazy/angry too. Different scenario though. My mother died when I was 5, my dad died 2 years later. Still felt abandoned, and irrational anger. Finally blamed God. Man, I was a crazy f*cker!!
Called God out over and over. Walked in vicious thunderstorms, blizzards, tornadic weather daring him to kill me. All kinds of dangerous behaviour(some you know about).
Seems I was charmed though. Death grazed me several times. Didn't really know what to make of it. Decided that Old Testament stuff was BS!
'God', for want of a better term, does not punish. People punish. Others, and themselves.
Mind ,I did the same thing. Totally reckless. Begging the Gods to strike me down. No more. I either Hate myself or Love myself. I tried the HATE thing,it was BORING! I prefer the LOVE route. Why destroy myself? Too predictable.
Hey, destroy YOURSELF and you got no place to go.