Sky

but you are wrong... you never lost me... you have me forever and always. i mean it. :'(

baby. I"M the one who's sorry for everything. so sorry for hurting you, i never meant to. you have to know that i truely do love you!. god, so much. you're perfect to me. old habits aren't good babe... but you're the strongest person i've ever met... i can't explain it. it's amazing to me how you can deal with this when i'm the one falling apart. jordan. you ARE my everything. and i - i just want to make everything okay... are you going to give me the chance to do that?

Gone with the wind, as far as I know. I have his email address and sent him a request for information; have not received a reply and it's been weeks. I know nothing else about him except his first name.

this is so hard for me to say. it's so hard for me to not get my way, but i being the kind of person i am, certainly don't deserve it anywayss... i love you jordan teplitsky, i want to world to know it, but i honestly just want you to know it. i love you more than anything, including myself. you mean the world to me. <3 forever and always.

hey jordan, i just texted you but whatever, you're on here, so i know you'll read this. i'm at nick's house right now, he's showing me this... it kills me know you're online, so close yet so far... i want you to know, i think about you everyday. and i love you everyday aswell. this past week has been so hard for me. but for once, it's not about me. i realized that you need to take care of you... and that i was being selfish. i'm even being selfish right now in still wanting you back. i know i'm not the best for you, and that you need so much better. i'm sorry for hurting you with my selfishness. i never meant to. do know, that as concieted and selfcentered as i may be, i selflessly love you. i'd do anything if it would mean you'd be happy... even if it meant letting you go... in my heart i never will, and i still do hope to meet you, and i still do hope that you still love me as much as you've said... but if not, i'll have to live with it, because i know it's what you wanted...

My pleasure, Sky. No, no one who knows what's up, if anyone, is saying. There are rumors, but I don't repeat rumors.

It should take very little time to do this right - an hour once a week at most to check the thread, send out invitations, etc. Then an hour or so once a month to hold a meeting if we can get anyone to participate. I'll help any way I can, and start bumping the thread daily when you give me the high sign.

Hey, Sky. With Gunner gone, no one can invite new members to join. And of course there are no meetings. I'd take the lead, but that'd look kinda weird, me being old and stuff. I think you should either take the reins (PM the mods and ask to be put in charge of the group), or find someone under 21 willing to do it.

The group being active is really good for the reputations of the overwhelming majority of teens here who are good members. If you want my help with anything, just holler.

Sky, there's renewed interest in TAD, but Gunner's got the keys to the ranch. You up for taking over, and getting control of the social group from the mods? Benguitar would like an invitation.

oh and alsom? she didn't know i did this... don't take this out on her if this upsets you. this was purly my fault. once again.sorry.