I was gone but now I have returned...I did responded to your mean post (only after I cried on dear old mum's sholder)...of course I am joking...I enjoyed you honesty and, believed you fairly expressed some of the phenomana....however, as always there are shades of truth and therefore I had to also respond....(or maybe I just can not shut up sometimes...) http://www.mylespaul.com/forums/back...ose-years.html
I'm sure I would have suffered consequences had I zigged rather than zagged. But the damage that would have been avoided over following years... Tough call... I think about it a lot. The whole situation was sicker and crazier than most people could ever imagine.
All things considered though, things are what they are and we can't change the past.